It's sometimes very difficult to absorb the fact that you may be very similar to someone from one aspect, and so completely different from another. It confuses me no end that the ex girlfriend of Big, my last boyfriend, seems to draw a level of curiosity on my part quite unparalleled by another. It is indeed very strange, how my envy at their having been closer, to pity at his having treated her so badly, to a weird sensation of the sharing of a common factor in our past, is all rolled up into one big emotion. It's this emotion that makes me constantly keep a track of her facebook profile, and sometimes even her blog, despite the fact it has now been 3 months since the end of Big and I.
I wonder if i arouse the same level of curiosity in her for me? Strange are the ways of human nature.. Extremely strange..
3 comments:
big?????? really??
whatever happened to the 'good thins come in "small" packages'?????????
Heheheheheheheheehee
n angel is an endearment... but BIG????
:D
luv.. he's quite big in a lotta ways n thats the truth..! ur darling was certainly not an angel, n never will be!
Thanks, N. I am flattered, if a bit perplexed. Then again, I have been in your state of curiosity many times in the past. Did it help?
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